Sunday, September 23, 2012

When my heart is overwhelmed: lead me to the Rock that is higher than I (Psalm 61:2) - c.h. spurgeon

Most of us know what it is to be overwhelmed in heart
emptied as when a man wipeth a dish and turneth it upside down; 
submerged and thrown on our beam ends like a vessel mastered by the storm.

Discoveries of inward corruption will do this, if the Lord permits the great deep of our depravity to become troubled and cast up mire and dirt.

Disappointments and heart-breaks will do this when billow after billow rolls over us, and we are like a broken shell hurled to and fro by the surf. 


Blessed be God,
     at such seasons we are not without an all-sufficient solace,

          our God is the harbour of weather-beaten sails,
               the hospice of forlorn pilgrims.

Higher
     than we are
          is he,
     his mercy higher than our sins,
          his love higher than our thoughts. 


It is pitiful to see men putting their trust in something lower than themselves; but our confidence is fixed upon an exceeding high and glorious Lord.

A Rock
     he is
          since
               he changes not,

and a high Rock,
     because the tempests which overwhelm us roll far beneath at his feet; 

he is not disturbed by them,
     but rules them at his will.

If we get under the shelter of this lofty Rock we may defy the hurricane; all is calm under the lee of that towering cliff.
 

Alas! such is the confusion in which the troubled mind is often cast, that we need piloting to this divine shelter.

Hence the prayer of the text.


O Lord, our God,
     by thy Holy Spirit,
teach us the way of faith,
     lead us into thy rest. 


The wind blows us out to sea, the helm answers not to our puny hand;

thou, thou alone
     canst steer us over the bar between yon sunken rocks, safe into the fair haven. 


How dependent we are upon thee—we need thee to bring us to thee. 
     To be wisely directed and steered into safety and peace is thy gift, 
               and thine alone. 
     This night be pleased to deal well with thy servants.


From the ends of the earth I call to You,
   I call as my heart grows faint;
      lead me to the rock that is higher than I.

Psalm 61:2



Monday, September 17, 2012

Infinite Value

True confession time.

I can be a music reality show junkie.  If I can't catch an episode, I record it or find it in OnDemand.  Quite honestly, I am drawn in weekly less by the talent of it all and more by the human interest of the experience.

There's one overarching characteristic linking the contestants of these shows together.  They're all looking for acceptance.  From the very early stages of the competition, they are praying to be affirmed.

They don't seem to want to be told that they are the most amazing talent to ever grace a stage.

Instead, the longing is to be told simply that they are good.  Good enough.  Valued.  Valued by someone...the judges, the fans, their peers, their parents, their long-lost critics of bygone ages.

Many of the contestants have overcome adversity:  years of being told they aren't worthy of chasing their dreams, physical difficulties and accidents to fight through, family responsibilities that take up the majority of their time, setbacks of all types.

These are the ones we love.  We cry when we hear their stories.  We root for them.  Know them by name.

As long as pride does not overwhelm their story, we take them into our hearts.  We are drawn to the humble strength that comes with suffering for a cause, for a part of oneself.

Isn't that the way we were created?

Created for affirmation, created for relationship, created for caring.

The Fall perverted how we seek to fill this created part of our being.  Instead of seeking fellowship with the One who created us for eternal, holy fellowship, we put our trust in people, in acquisition, in status, in success.

We were created with intrinsic value.  We were created in His image.  He has value, infinite value.  He imparted that valuableness to us.

We sense that we have value, and we wish to have that confirmed in our souls.  When the affirmation is fickle or slow in coming, we are crushed.  This is why we can't entrust our value to other humans.  Our ability to esteem each other is tarnished and circumscribed by selfishness and pride.

Yet, we long to let others know that we value them.  We were created for this as well.  We are relational and were made to give back to Him...to others.  We don't know how to do this perfectly or even well.  We struggle and stumble in our small attempts to express that which is too big for us to grasp:  Love.  Charity.  Goodness.  Kindness.  Sacrifice.

I watch the contestants explain why they are driven to do what they do.  Why they are willing to stand in front of thousands with their rare gift and be completely vulnerable with the thing they care about most:  their dreams.

So often, it comes down to finding positive recognition for their giftings.

They need Jesus.  Sometimes, I tell my television this.  They need the perfect affirmation that comes only from knowing Him.

I remember the day it became clear to me that I am never out of His mind.  He thinks of me constantly.  Prays for me.  Remembers me before the Father.  Loves me.  Calls me His beloved.

For a girl with many dreams and a few disappointments, this was astounding.  I've known Him for many years, but I still forget these precious bits and bobs in the midst of just living.

Do you wonder if you are precious?  If you are remembered?  If you and your dreams and your giftings are valuable despite your failures and adversity and loneliness?

Beloved, He spent His life on you.  That's the value He places on your life.  He took the value you already had and increased it infinitely.


Sunday, September 16, 2012

A people near unto Him (Psalm 148:14) – c.h. spurgeon


The dispensation of the old covenant was that of distance.

When God appeared even to his servant Moses,
     he said, “Draw not nigh hither: put off thy shoes from off thy feet”;
and when he manifested himself upon Mount Sinai,
     to his own chosen and separated people,
          one of the first commands was, “Thou shalt set bounds about the mount.”

Both in the sacred worship of the tabernacle and the temple,
     the thought of distance was always prominent.

The mass of the people
          did not even enter
                    the outer court.
Into the inner court
          none but the priests
                    might dare to intrude;
while into the innermost place,
          or the holy of holies,
                    the high priest entered but once in the year. 

It was as if the Lord in those early ages would teach man that sin was so utterly loathsome to him, that he must treat men as lepers put without the camp; and when he came nearest to them, he yet made them feel the width of the separation between a holy God and an impure sinner.


When the gospel came,
     we were placed on quite another footing.

The word “Go”
was exchanged for
“Come”;

distance was made to give place to nearness,
and we who aforetime were afar off,
were made nigh by the blood of Jesus Christ.

Incarnate Deity has no wall of fire about it.

“Come unto me, all ye that labour and are heavy laden, and I will give you rest,” is the joyful proclamation of God as he appears in human flesh. 

Not now does he teach the leper his leprosy by setting him at a distance, but by himself suffering the penalty of his defilement.

What a state of safety and privilege is this nearness to God through Jesus!

Do you know it by experience?
If you know it, are you living in the power of it?

Marvellous is this nearness,
     yet it is to be followed by a dispensation of greater nearness still,
          when it shall be said,
               “The tabernacle of God is with men, and he doth dwell among them.”

Hasten it, O Lord.


“He has raised up for His people a horn, the praise of all His saints, of Israel, the people close to His heart.”
Psalm 148:14


Sunday, September 2, 2012

Trust in him at all times (Psalm 62:8) - c.h. spurgeon

Faith 
is as much the rule of temporal as of spiritual life; 
we ought to have faith in God 
for our earthly affairs as well as for our heavenly business. 

It is only as we learn to trust in God for the supply of all our daily need that we shall live above the world. 

We are not to be idle, 
     that would show we did not trust in God, who worketh hitherto, 
          but in the devil, who is the father of idleness. 

We are not to be imprudent or rash; 
     that were to trust chance, 
          and not the living God, who is a God of economy and order. 

Acting in all prudence and uprightness, 
     we are to rely simply and entirely upon the Lord at all times

Let me commend to you a life of trust in God in temporal things....


Serve God with integrity, and if you achieve no success, at least no sin will lie upon your conscience. 

[H]e that trusteth in the Lord is like a vessel propelled by steam, 
     she cuts through the waves, 
          defies the wind, 
               and makes one bright silvery 
                     straightforward track to her destined haven. 

Be you a man with living principles within; never bow to the varying customs of worldly wisdom. 


Walk in your path of integrity with steadfast steps, and show that you are invincibly strong in the strength which confidence in God alone can confer. 

Thus you will be delivered from anxious care, 
     you will not be troubled with evil tidings, 
          your heart will be fixed, trusting in the Lord. 

How pleasant to float along the stream of providence! 

There is no more blessed way of living than a life of dependence upon a covenant-keeping God. 

We have no care, 
     for he careth for us; 
we have no troubles, 
     because we cast our burdens upon the Lord.


Trust in Him at all times, you people; pour out your hearts to Him, for God is our refuge.
Psalm 62:8